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Splatoon OC blog!!!!!!!!! (Tumblr)
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I finally have a SPLATOON OC BLOG IN TUMBLR!! Please click below to be redirected!
Here are some screenshots of it:
Asks are open for those interested, even anon asks! And submissions too!
This is a new blog and I'm happy to have worked with new codes and all. Someday I'll try polishing this up a little more! ♥
So far this is best viewed on desktop, though it IS viewable in mobile!
Please go give it a visit! Thank you!
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Heeeeyyyyy!
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I've been away for quite a while again and it's because I've been doing more stuff irl.
For starters, school season had started! I gotta go... try and do my best for this sem again. Trying to familiarize myself more with the subject assigned to me, and trying to take care of my degree as well! I've been lax for far too long, it's time to take this more seriously!
I've also been trying to work on self-care. Some of you may have already read my journals about what I've had to go through last year, my Ben Ming Nian (Zodiac year), and believe me it was more than a handful...
"Regardless of the injury, the day it will heal will come. Leave everything to me!"
... is the quote I'm living by as I focus on my recovery and pay no mind to useless noise or whatever is thrown at me which is of no importance. Life is too short for that! I gotta get on my feet and get so much better, that I'll be stronger than before!
I'm also working on this entry for the Octo Love Zine on Tumblr that I entered!
I'll give some updates regarding that when it gets published!
Also... this is the highlight of this journal.
Guys...
I FINALLY HAVE A NINTENDO SWITCH. AND NOT JUST ANY SWITCH.
I GOT A SPLATOON BUNDLE!!!!!!
I've had this baby for about... 3 weeks now, almost a month, and I've gotten the hang of it! It's been so effective making me feel so happy again. Like... dude, I could feel my heart racing every other battle! ♥
(lol I never realised at the time that I was doing a finger heart ~OPPAAAA~ in the first pic)
Like... look at this insane video I just took. My teammates were so cool backing me up so I raced up there and we won!! IN 30 SECONDS! I still could not wrap my head around this! I will provide links because embedding does not apply to non-premium members for some reason.
I'll try to catch up more here! Love you guys, hope you're all doing well! 
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Updates! (Discord + Art Fight)
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Finally some new updates! I tried to do some new things lately to get my mind off things... and it did work!
:bademoticon: NEW DISCORD SERVER :bademoticon:
Features:
RP, casual chat, art sharing, Splatoon OC sharing, and much more!
:bademoticon: ART FIGHT :bademoticon:
This is my art fight!
This is my first time making an account... and quite frankly, I'm excited!
I usually follow the wise words of Ip Man which says "It's better not to fight"... I am sorry Master, but this once I'd like to fight my way as much as I can! COME AT ME BROS!
Hope to see you guys around! Have a nice week ahead of you! ♥
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Howdy!!
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Hey, everyone! It's been an awful long time since I paid a visit here... man, was this account dead or what?
Anyway! Here's hoping I can maintain this account.
Recently, I've been more active in Twitter, and I've technically revived my Tumblr account.
I am still hoping I can catch up with activities here!
Apologies in advance if I could not keep up with old convos as I want to start anew.
That being said, fingers crossed I'll be able to upload all updates here!
Recently I've been into Splatoon!
I've even started a fic on it, and I've been making OCs about it! It's truly refreshing. ♥
Does anyone have any inklings or octos they wanna share? I'm uploading mine soon!
Work has also been well, my health has gotten better, and overall I've been feeling good enough to make a comeback here! I'll try to keep up again and maintain this account.
I missed you all! Have a nice week ahead of you, and hope to hear from you all again! ♥♥♥
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I haven't been here for an awful extended period of time, and for that I suppose apologies are in order.
I feel awfully lazy, but I think I want to start with deleting some... or all journals in the past and start anew.
The past days, weeks, months... they were extremely emotionally draining. I'm sure most have already heard about my family loss from last year. And consequently during my recovery from the ordeal, I had to deal with utter nonsense drama from an individual who manipulated her new friends and fans into thinking I was her manipulative, abusive ex girlfriend. There were pieces of hate art. There was a literal hate propaganda while keeping me "anonymous", because it's fine to conduct a hate propaganda as long as you don't disclose the person's name, right?
We were never a thing. She was just a fan of mine in the past that I got too close with. And I regret having to joke around with. I "act gay" towards all my close friends and "have crushes on people" and she took it far too seriously. And quite frankly, the only relationships I considered official were my career and studies.
And with how she did all that, talked horribly about me, all while I was recovering from family loss and everything... look at who's really abusive and manipulative.
And yes, she was entirely aware of the tragedy I was trying to overcome in real life but decided to do all this anyway. She chose to ignore me and ditch all my communication efforts for whatever reason she had, even when I needed her the most.
I do not care if the said individual sees this. I am only telling the truth.
She never cared how I felt anyway. She did not treat me like a human being, and never wanted to talk even if I wanted to contact her and we supposedly had a "closure". She antagonized me even if I wanted to talk it over civilly. Very well.
Not one of my former friends has ever disrespected me to a degree. One of them even showed sincerest sympathies to our family when we lost him. And I know that and acknowledge that. Thank you.
But this whole drama was utter disrespect from people who barely even knew me. I could not really wrap my head around hating people you barely even know. Dislike is different from hate.
Whatever. It has been almost a year since our familial tragedy, and roughly half a year since that dreadful drama. And all that only made me stronger and better than before.
I told everyone I didn't want to talk about it in detail, and I had my final say? But realizing that you were a victim of "white women tears" as they put it in layman's terms, and pushed you to victim-blaming and everything, making you feel more horrible than you already did after a major loss... it just fills me with fury and rage... and determination. That I had to speak out about this as somebody rising from a tragedy and a full-on attack.
Determination that nobody should ever have to feel this pain I've had for the past year. Determination that I do not want to be like that. Determination that I am not a perfect angel, and I have flaws, but that doesn't mean I should try to be the best me that I can be.
Determination to succeed and love myself, and make others feel loved.
The world does not need more hate. It already hates hard, but we all need to love harder.
I will never disclose their names. Nobody needs to know who they are, or even care about who they are. What happened happened, and that's all there is. Now, the civil steps to recovery after such a horrific year is what really matters rather than stirring up what you can never change.
And one of my civil steps? Love. Love the things for what they are. Don't spread the hate, rather help people know they are all worthy of love.
That being said, I will be making another journal greeting everyone more properly. Apologies for such a journal with tremendous emotions. You may skip over this and we may have a more proper, casual conversation in the next journal as you please.
Have a good day ahead of you. Godspeed.
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