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Oh God, :iconnekomimi-daisuki:. This is probably a mistake tagging me here yamisweet.deviantart.com/art/L… because I'm putting up a wall of text right here right now.
You're a sweetie though my gosh thank you so much for tagging me here! I mean I never thought I meant that much to you that I be tagged here. Of course I won't forget you; I never forget my first friends, and anyone who had made an impact both irl and online for that matter. Why I remember when we first talked. You even drew that for me, right?

This was originally gonna be a comment til I saw oh my gosh it's like 3 pages worth of stuff I can't put this up as a comment SO

I'm making this a journal

NOW BEFORE I FORGET. EVERYONE MENTIONED HERE IS TAGGED TO COMMENT ON THAT DEVIATION I LINKED EARLIER AKA THIS LINK yamisweet.deviantart.com/art/L…
HAVE FUN M'DEARS

WALL OF TEXT AHOY

Here goes nothing!

:heart: :iconlexiepotter: :heart:
Aw man WHERE DO I BEGIN. I mean really. This gal here is my bff since like forever! We met since early childhood, we had our rivalries and stuff like I mean it's like a Hetalia!Poland-Lithuania relationship really only I think I'm much more a hot-headed Poland for that matter. Or could be a Mako-Haru relationship or a Flynn-Yuri relationship. Yeah, I'm probably Yuri and she's my Flynn idk. Anyways she's a real nice friend and I'm the bully here. Picked on her like Poland did to Lithuania, but now we're all right and we're always right beside each other no matter what. Kinda feels like we were meant to complement each other like a Yin and Yang, and that despite our differences, we still are here for each other understanding each other, and backing each other up. So yeah like, if anyone DARES to mess with my bff you mess with me. Right now we're aiming for a two-decade friendship and hoping for more years to come! BFF since forever and may we be bff literally like forever. Love ya m'dear. :love:

:iconqueen-lucina:
Hey there sweetie I actually can't believe how awesome this girl is. To be honest? I first met her in one of my RP accounts and my fanfics and I thought she was just gonna be another face I'll encounter but dangit I had no idea we'd still be friends til now and I could actually confide my feelings to her. I mean really! I owe you a lot. A LOT. You're a nice and loyal friend and I hope we can have many more years of friendship to come! And another thing; don't ever change! Loyal people like you are hard to come across.

:iconaticum:
HAHA I'm not leaving you out of this list, m'dear. I like you. You're a real nice person with that "I ain't taking no shit from anybody" attitude, and that's actually one of the traits I admire from you. Also, you're a really good friend! Can't forget that one time you and Meli made many funny jokes ALL WHILE I WAS IN THE LIBRARY IT WAS HARD TO KEEP IN MY LAUGHTER GOOD GOD WOMAN
But srsly thanks man you're a real good friend! Hihihi tomato
:heart: :blackrose: TOMATO :blackrose: :heart:

:iconjadeykayk:
Jadeyyyyyy kohai dear~
You're a real sweet girl and okay I'm gonna be honest here. I didn't think I'd be close to you. It's funny actually I just thought you were just another deviant on here til we met as Dark and ALV and that's when everything changed and just wow. I can't believe how alike we can get, I can't believe you'd actually understand me even when I was like cray cray, I'm glad to have met you as a friend. You're awesome and never change mmkay?

:iconvanghira:
Not leaving you out of this list, Mamabitch. Oh wait wrong account-
ANYWAYS! Yeah you're a real awesome friend! I wish we could talk more though but you know what, sometimes our RPs stick to my mind like "oh my gosh this reminds me of Vents gosh I miss Vents and Vaney". Soooooo yep there we go! I'm so glad to have met you really. I didn't know we'd end up as friends, and well I'm happy our friendship happened! Keep being awesome!

:iconask-vaatithegrape:
BBY MADI BBY GRAPE BE MY BBY DAUGHTER errr what rhymes with grape?
Anyways sweetie we should really talk more like I mean I'm your mum remember
You're the sweetest lil thing I met I remember all those days we spent RPing and talking with each other! Heh I mean I remember talking with you and :iconask-sagefado: in a chatroom for so long just last year's summer and you guys are just really awesome to talk to! If ever we do get the chance again, I hope we get to talk, okay?

:iconmissowlit:
Man Andrea, where do I start? We've met some years ago as we were both Vaati fans, we both write fics (and honestly I didn't tell you I read your fics), but I didn't know the real you until we actually talked and I'm like "oh gosh WHY DIDN'T I KNOW YOU WERE THIS AWESOME WHY HAVEN'T WE BEEN CLOSE YET"
Srsly I was surprised that after all these years we only got to know each other more recently, and I'm just really happy that we somehow got close! I owe you a lot, and I'm so happy to have met you. I hope you never change and you stay just the way you are, you awesome friend you!

:iconkyzer-aqueron:
I guess I'm gonna be honest when I thought you were just gonna be another face, but I never thought we'd actually be friends! Like getting to know each other; I mean I'm pretty shy opening up to people. It actually means something when I open up because I'm afraid to be judged. And I find it awesome that even if we did have ups and downs, we still pulled through that and well, here we are sticking up for each other. I'm really so glad that we met, and that we got to know each other. I hope that no matter what happens, we still will keep being friends. Okay, Vaati-son? Haha sorry I can't help adding that last bit! :giggle:

:iconrbhmem:
You know I never really thought that you'd always be there to talk to me when I needed someone to talk to, and I actually wanna talk with you more if I wasn't so shy or if I didn't run out of words HAHAHA! You're a really good friend and I hope we can get to talk with each other more! I mean it when I say that you're nice. :thumbsup:

Oh gosh okay this is seriously getting way too long I'm sorry if I'm spamming you but I can't help but feel really grateful I've met such wonderful characters. Rest assured these aren't the only people, as I'm grateful for meeting all my friends here from my first day. I can still remember almost everyone; like how I've met them.

:iconshibya: yeah I'm looking at you. You're one of my first friends here. Remember how much we spazzed with Sasodei? HAHAHAAA SASODEI
And Poland. I remember that Poland with a skirt I've seen you draw. The picture I can't forget is that of Deidara before his death. That was the first picture I've seen you draw! And to be honest? I've always idolised you and I wished that I was half as great as you. You draw SO WELL with markers I'm jealous with your mad skills!

:iconsemi-charmed137:
Don't think I forgot you. You were my first friend here. LITERALLY. I mean like first friend outside of my irl friends. Daaaang those FFTA days seem so far away! I remember how we talked about your OC Elias and my OCs Dylan, Travis, Barley, and Rober. And you seemed to like Rober the best amirite because moogle. HAHA! Ehhh I won't lie when I say I missed talking to you. </3

And who else... I remember my old friends from here I can't believe how many years had passed by since then! :iconlizabey: I remember you and I remember :iconstarlight-carnival: called you a Canadian white-haired nun and I'm like I didn't comment on that journal of Stacey's but that was pretty damn funny that I got to remember that til today. HAHAHA!

LMAO white-haired nun tho

And of course, :iconyerblues99: how could I forget you gurl and your Indi Maggie bby they're just adorbs and you're a great friend I've met through the years. I miss talking to you guys! Of course I won't forget Angela/Cynthia (I wish I knew what her account now is because I'm not updated ;A; I could remember she's :iconangela1122: though and I think a few other accounts like xxshattered-soulxx or something I ain't sure) because she's also one of my first friends and I believe she somehow introduced me to you guys.

Also :iconalgandars:! Ahhh the memories. We were such big Vaati fans back then all we drew and talked about was Vaati, and we even had that chatroom AskEzlo and I was such a n00b I actually thought you'd go to a chatroom to ask Ezlo stuff I didn't know it was a free-flowing chatroom. I remember you took down our questions and stuff and wrote journals about them and oh my gosh THAT'S how old my Dark Link account is?! Oh gosh. Oh. My. Gosh.

:iconkurisusu-chan: along with :iconlapinleonin: oh gosh
You guys are awesome. I'm glad that we met! Was it that long already? I mean years like I can still remember you, Criss, when you were all hyped up about Vaati (and that picture of a dangerous Vaati I always liked I didn't know you drew until we were friends) and oh gosh El Fua. EL FUA. I remember that I always label you with El Fua when I'm talking about you with my brother. Yeah I talk about my ol friends with my brother. And why wouldn't I? I mean he's just here~

AND NYAN CAT FLY yeah I remember you got me hooked to that game. Nyan Cat was that long in existence already? And you, Jenny potato! You're a real sweetie. I mean, even though I can tell you're pretty shy, I can't believe we got to be friends and that we actually got close. I still hope we can all talk again just like good ol times and have fun!

:iconjdan-s:
This is my onii sama I'm proud of. Not only is he a good artist who taught me the basics of Flash and Photoshop and any other programme I'm using now for that matter, but he's also a great bro who pretty much spoils lil ol me with love and caring. Some of the toys I take pictures of and show here (not sure if I showed my MLP toys), he gave it all to me and even one of the cameras I use to post pictures here. He's a real nice person, and I'm glad I'm his little sis. ;~;

:iconmirz123:
Now I know we don't talk much, but I wanted to mention you here because I've always seen you as some sort of a mum figure. The way I see that your stamps are of extremely great moral value and I'm just really glad that you're one of the people who upholds such values like I do. I'm one of the old-fashioned youngsters out here (well I'm not really THAT young like teen young but yeah) and I'm actually relieved to see a few old-fashioned folks out there in the internet world such as you. It's pretty rare really, and I'm glad to have met you through your awesome stamps! May many more plentiful years come for you and for everyone!

:iconzakoloid:
HAIIIII THAR no really I wish we'd talk more I missed talking to you! You who introduced me the concept of MMD
If only you knew
I make your models dance to MMD, and I use only your models and the official Vocaloid models. Your models are REALLY DANG GOOD I love them. You can probably tell when I make comics using your MMD models yeah? I'm glad we met! We should totally hang out more given the chance and I'd love to hear more of your headcanons and stories!

:iconbibikirisame:
BIBIIIII really I thought we'd never be friends. Funny how fate twists that and makes people meet up and be friends, no? Anyways I hope we can talk more really! I remember we first met when you gave me reviews, and you ACTUALLY wrote a poem for me in Fuu chan's PoV dedicated to Dark. Good times. Good tiiiimes~
I hope you stay being awesome alright? You're a really good friend, so please never change!

:iconseptenary-ataxia:, :iconazaaran:
You guys
Even if you don't come on here anymore, here's hoping you see this. I MISSED YOU GUYS LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW
You were my first friends on here and I remember it clear as day. Brit, we used to chat about stuff and that's how I came to know more about different cultures. Remember that chat when we talked about coconuts? It's a normal thing here, but I learned through you that it's not common there. And while chocolate is a very good present to give here for Valentine's you told me that it's not enough for most people to receive those as gifts.

Aza my Fuu chan buddy I remember those days we called Vaati Fuu chan even WAY BEFORE I made Gufuu aka Shadow Vaati. I srsly missed you and if you happen to pass by this journal, I hope you still remember me and that we can still talk to each other someday. You're one of the first friends I made here, and I'd like to keep in touch with you and keep the bond strong.

I caaaaaaan't list down everyone here I mean
Almost five years on here and along with the years came so many friendships
I'm one of those people who's actually afraid to make special mentions because

1, I don't wanna look like I'm treating anyone special (well except my bby Ceril :iconlexiepotter: because she's my bby bff since forever I swear you'd see a Yuri-Flynn relationship or a MakoHaru relationship in us)

2, I'm admittedly tsundere towards certain people, and I'm not too good expressing my feelings. They may come off as offencive or something, but all I meant is good and I actually love you guys.

3, I love everyone who had supported me all these years! Seriously? I wouldn't have gotten this far without you guys. Who ever knew that I'd meet such great characters here?

I mean really, you guys are all great. Remember when you all helped me with my emotional distress? Yeah, I'm aware that not everyone knows what to say. So probably, not everyone who saw the journal commented, but I know some of you actually care. Hey, just because you didn't have the words, doesn't mean you didn't have the feelings yeah? That's when I thought that even if you didn't say anything, maybe you kept me in your thoughts and prayers, and that was enough for me to feel better. Funny isn't it? But it's true. :)

So! I don't know I'm getting all sentimental here.

Sometimes I think what would have happened if I didn't make an account here or if I didn't make those fics. I'm so happy I made those fics and comics; I never thought I'd get to meet such wonderful people because of them! That's one decision I know I will never regret. You guys actually made me feel like I had something to be proud of, and you made me keep going. So THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HYPOTHALAMUS.

TL;DR

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR BEING SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE AND I HOPE YOU NEVER CHANGE

HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD OF YOU YOU LOVABLE LIL SWEETHEARTS

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Kurisusu-chan's avatar
Aww May... thank you. I'm glad you think about me... I've been having rough days... Please pray for me friend... and thank you for thinking of me... I think about you aswell :) :hug: You're wonderful too!